been feeling kinda down and stressed out lately...haven't been able to concentrate on work at all. it's terrible how far behind i am...and that's only adding to the stress.

i don't feel like going into specifics, but basically, i'm really insecure about how i look (especially when i have weddings and shit to go to), and i'm really feeling unloved. when i'm stressed and/or upset about things, i need to have someone to talk to...and these days, i feel like no one really gets me or is able to be there for me...it's frustrating and just makes me more upset when i try to reach out and just end up feeling like no one cares...

i'd been really good about not grinding my teeth at night, but the past couple weeks...i've definitely started again. i feel the soreness when i wake up in the morning, and i have lots of toothaches...not good...

anyway, the stress will pass at some point, i know. but i'm not sure about the lonliness... posted at 11:28 PM | 0 comments